I am undergoing the darkest years of my life currently. Perhaps this is why I have attuned my habits to listening to her music so much.

These days, I am 'better' than I used to be : perhaps its attitude, or perhaps it is listening to music that I love.

In this world of transience, pleasure and pain are so fleeting an imperminant. Yet the province of hope is not one ever gifted to me - may I come to weather these days well.

i'm srry to hear that

i wish we can all support her in sum way, gah

Hikaru has really helped me get thru alot... theres so much crap that i've gone thru in such a short amount of time and i keep finding myself spending more and more of my time layin off the side of my bed listen to keep tryin' and beautiful world til i fall asleep.. if it wasnt for Hikki i dont know what id do and i wish that one day id get the chance to thank her for all that shes done for us

I was diagnose with Leukemia & Lymphoma, in october 9 05
Will every Time had to get cemo in the hospital, I would listen to Utada Hikaru and Would Feel ok, It made me not scared, not scared to die but The most song that help me the most was simple and clean, the phase from the end

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

It said to me
Don't be scare of the future
It could me now or later
What ever happens, Happens and thats it and dont be scared

So I say thank you utada hikaru!


and she help with every thing, geting over love, death, and sadness.

She makes me want to become a singer, and help people with my words and signing and give back to the world

P.s I am remission now its been 2 years now. WooT WOoT

I would havekilled myself where it nir for deep river I wouldnt be here

Also There was a muder of a baby girl across the street and they brought the baby to my house it was middnight, and the baby sitter was baby sitting a baby girl and a little boy, and her boyfriend went nuts and stomp on the baby and more that i wish not to tell it was horribale but after that they brought the baby to my house, try to lie and say that the baby was not waking up, but was realy mudered. It was realy bad, Utada Help then too.

and I feel you all, about you guys losing somebody or want to kill your self or other things.

This post was a double post so I change it.

yea i know how u guys feel ^^

hikki's music are just so wonderfull and powerful =D everytime when i listen to any of her songs i just feel like nutin in the world can make me mad, she just take me to whole new different place ^^

I THANK U HIKKI!!! I LOVE U!!!

hikki inspired everyone to be strong because of her music thank you hikki ^^, any1 who think her music is crappy deserves a slap...