Well I'm glad you're not letting your ex get in the way of things that are important to you. Just try to be strong, and always talk things out, it's best to talk things out. Don't keep them in, cause if you do it will just build up and hurt more. And let Utada's music cheer you up, I'm sure that's why she makes songs for us. But I'm glad to hear that you're better and you're moving on. Another one of Utada songs: Movin' On Without You, "I'm movin' on without you". Yeah! =D